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Thursday, October 22, 2009

疯狂的勇气

这两的星期的工作较轻松,
虽有时还是会有些紧急的工要赶,
但多半还有空挡能让我摇晃~~
因为是年尾的关系。。电影较少。。
所以每年的这个月我都会较闲着。。

闲着。。闲着。。。
老板在,我又不能让他看到我太闲
又不能一直上网,
纵使上网,该看的一些电影资料我都看了。。
唯有看报纸咯。。。

今天,看到星洲副刊有这样的一个题目吸引了我的注意

“当变胖的是身体而非实力,
就是离开的时候”

这真的是很好的一句话~

这位作者叫王文华,
他写了一本“开除自己的总经理”
封面写着“我曾是总经理,也是小儿子,这是我,职场与家庭的故事”
从报章上,我能知道他读名校,有让人羡慕的工作职衔,
高收入,最后已到属于舒适的环境。。。
但,他却在有了物资与名利后,
却选择“开除自己”,让一切归零,从新开始。。。
只因他自知当时的状态和能力都已经走下坡,
无法再进发更大的能量。。
而他形容当时的状况为:
“我多了6公斤,
但没有一公斤是实力。”

这样的勇气,这样的改变,
到底需要多大的内心挣扎才能走过来?!

我更佩服他以下的一段,
“离开一个自己没有能力创造出更好的地方,
勇敢展开一段新的人生,
即使这个决定必须要承认自己失败,
但是没有什么比让自己快乐来得更重要。”

人是需要热情的,
他更将热情形容为
“不能供在家里,热情要用在街头”
“有梦想都要先跳下去,而不是站在岸边一直空谈,
一直感叹。热身运动很重要,
但最重要的是热完身后你要跳水,

而不是虚晃两招,然后回到更衣室洗澡。”

回顾自己的经历,我想我也还有更进步的空间
无论是我与我的家庭,还是我在职场上的选择与运作~
我想我的阴晴不定,至少因为这篇报道而平静些。。
至少还能给我一些无形的鼓励与安慰,
让我还能有力气的走下去~

就来个疯狂的跳吧!先狠狠地跳下去,才有前进的发展。。。

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

“宅”!
如果我说我是宅女,应该没人会相信吧?

其实我相信人人都会有宅的一面,
只在于你能宅到什么程度~

我个人觉得做过最离谱的是一个人在家里看连续剧一整天,
一步也没出过大门,就连不吃都没问题。。。
实属一种顶级的享受~

相反的,有时后我却觉得宅久了
似乎是忧郁症的前兆。。有点危险也~~
(hmmmmm...eh.....我应该没有啦~~)

有时后就在想,
为什么现在的人类都要为生存而生活呢?
如果现在还是一样的能物物交换,那该有多好?!
即环保,又能活得自在一点。。。
谁都不用做钱的奴隶。。
那才是真正的世界和平吧?

我还是最爱自由的生活~~
随着感觉走,还是最自在的~~

看来我的FEEL越来越难搞了也。。。

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

黑色契约

头有点重。。是昨晚睡不好,还是近来想太多。。不晓得。。
想睡又睡不着。。感觉自己似乎较想夜间活动多过大白天。。。
好奇怪。。。是失眠吗?或许吧。。


近来找回早前的台湾偶像剧作品-第八号当铺
看过了一遍,真的觉得很写实。。
人类的种种面目与心情都展现的淋漓尽致。。

有时我会突然也在想:如果这世上真的有八号当铺,
或许我也想来个与魔鬼的交易。。
但是,我想得到什么呢?财富?爱情?功成名就?而我又该用什么来换取?


“神秘流传于千古,存于空间第四度,八号当铺不归路,只有典进不能赎...”


好喜爱这句话~八号当铺是条不归路。。我怎么觉得是种挑战?!

哪如果真的有。。我想我应该也会用我的爱情来换功成名就。。
反正现在有没有爱情对我而言都还好吧~~


“八号当铺,只有典进,没有赎出,谁也不例外。。”
其实人只要懂得知足,我想典当灵魂自然就不会有可能发生。。
可是,贪婪也是人的基本认知吧?

呵呵~有时后,真的觉得自己好好笑,
我信上帝的存在,却觉得自己在心底深处有住着一个恶魔。。
每当想多靠近这个恶魔的时候,
天使总是适时的把我叫醒。。。

还是去睡吧~~
想要这样的黑色契约,我想只有在梦里才有机会成交吧?!

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

For all Lovely Couples~~

This is so sweet~~~
I'm wonder when we mad n dance like this,
I'm sure what kind of mad also don have d....

Just~~ do care for every moment...
Never Regret anything when you are living...






Oooo oooo oooo
Oooo oooo ummm

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Ummm Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming (Oooo)
And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

It's all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing, (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing, (come back for)
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Umm
and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing
(asking questions like you already know)
hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?)
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?

It's all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing... (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing,
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect, (perfect perfect oh no)
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...

Baby we're gonna be...

Yah.... Baby....

ohhhh....ohhhh

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo, nooo, noo)


P/S : This MTV lagi meaningful~~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kc0uPY10mGI
Do enjoy it~~~ muaks!